Chupaney ki baatein

Tumse milne pe laga koi samajhdaar padha likha aur emotional ho.
Par tumne kabhi bhi samjhdaari rishto me nahi apne aap se nibhai.
Kabhi bhi apne knowledge ko distruction me us kiya na ki productive work ke.
Kabhi bhi emotions ko selfish hoke samjha selfless hoke nahi.

Kuch aadatein tumhari jo me yahan bayan karna chahta hoon taaki mere naa hone pe sabhi tumhe samjh sake.
*Har par tumne apne aap se jyada kisiko priority nahi di,ye bhool gaye tum rishto ke jo gucche hai uske hi ek pahloon ho.
*Saas ko saas samjhte rahe aur umeed kari ki wo tumhe beti samjhe.
*Cleptomania - iska matlab tum khud samjh jaoge. Bahut si cheeze tumhe khud yaad nahi hogi.
*Tumne aisa ek gunah kiya jiske karan meri saari izzat tumhre prati khatam ho gayi...tumne apne un dino ko galat tarike chupaya aur chupa ke aaram kiya taki saas kaam kare.
*Tumne har tarah sirf apne hi pariwaar ki baatein ki ye jaante hue ki tum bhi isi pariwaar ka hissa ho.
*Jhoot jab daar lage aur bola jaye to samjh aata hai,lekin har galat kaam ke liye jhoot ek gunah hai aur tum hum sab ke khusi ke gunahgaar.

Please thoda insaniyat dikhao..

Agar bhagwaan hai to sahi rasta mujhe sikha hi dega..

Its relationship or fakeness

She is getting worse and worse day by day.
She started hating people who connected with mummy.
My sister tries to resolve the fight she hates her for that. Please god help me to find out the way to solve this conflict.
She dont want me to live peacefully.
Either I want to end myself or my relationship.
She is getting worse and worse.
She only want to make her feel happy and safe.
She is very selfish only self centred.
Or better word Self Obssesed.
She is suffering from Kleptomania.
She cant find peace in calmness she only need fight and that make her peacefull.
Please samjhao usko.

Anger to regain

It was her birthday and we celebrated it very happily.
I surprised her by having candle light dinner with her.
We were on two days road trip and enjoyed it thoroughly.
But in the last part of our trip I tried to had a talk regarding why she always get angry whenever she reaches home from a trip.
Why she hates my mom a lot.
All of a sudden she got silent and angry.
We reached home and back again she did the same thing.Neglected my Mom,sister and dad.
She was rude and i got angry too.
She for her rudeness and stubborness she didnt had a word with me until I make her comfortable.
Till when it will be like this??
She is trying to be bossy knowing that she is the culprit.

Why god what was my fault...why she is like this..
Please make her realise that it hurts a lot.

Please tell her that if she closses eyes doesnt mean others cant see.
Please make her realise that we are her part.

Please please please grow up God Damnit.

My Retteb Flah

The day we met you seems to be Unhappy.
I always asked you do you really happy with this relationship?
I always asked you do you really accepted me the way I am.
What exactly running in your mind I dont know but You intentionally hurt someone.
And thats really very poor thing.
In life we donot always get what we want or planned for but that doesnt mean you start fulfilling those things by hurting someone or by doing really bad things like by telling lie,Hiding things,Hurting emotionally,etc..

Why?

Its been 3 years and more but seems there are lots of stuff in you which are very fishy.
There were lots of incidence happened.
1)Money theft.
2)Receiving someone aadhar from dustbin.
3)Pomegranate episode.
4)Giving extra sugar to Dad.
5)Dads locker key duplicate.
6)Mummys diary lost.
7)My sisters Dressess.
8)Jewellery.

I dont know what you want but one thing is so true that we have always consider you as a member or part of this family.
Why you donot want to accept us the same way.
I dont know whats wrong with you and what u get by doing these bad stuffs,but it really hurts a lot.

Always think of how bad it felt when it happens with you too.So be little bit of emotional like a human. Start loving this home.I always and forever be yours just be mine.

Day 1

It was bit rainy outside booked a taxi as in have to board a flight from banglore to ranchi.flight was very shaky due to weather problem.
After reaching ranchi came to know from my better half that she want to take bath.
As you orders are orders and i followed that with a statement of common sence.
Later we enjoyed Rakhi ceremony and left for my native place.
She was tired and slept all the way.
After reaching to Jashpur her reaction were dull seema less interested expecting other members to be more enthu while meeting.
Mom cooked food served to us and as per her mood she avoided even getting into kitchen and that made me enter into kitchen to help maa..
She came to kitched prepared tea and settle to have her dinner not even considering Papa may also love to have tea.
She finished her dinner rushed to the room forgetting or intentionally avoiding my mom to be served with food.
This was very heartburning situation.
I dont know what she want from us.

Shradhanjali

Ek soch jo jaane kahaan kho gayi,
Unke har ek alfaaz kisi ki zindagi ho gayi,
Ye jo is zindagi se pare ek manjil hai.
Aaj teri ho gayi kal meri ho gayi.