Happy Cakes Birthday

It was my 31st bday.
Last night my car met with an accident i was busy in arranging help for towing n insurance stuff.
Later in d morning my wife dint even bother to wish me Birthday and not even bothered to ask my mom about her health as she was in the car when it met with an accident.
Whole day she ignored me n not even tried to call me or wished me birthday.
I dont know in which mental state she is but i feel my family is in danger and she can take any step to hurt us.

She has done lots of things which are unethical and today i will mark it down.

1)She loves stealing as she stole money from Nanajis pants,Choti dadis purse,Nita aunty purse badi mummys purse and many more.
2)she use to stole silver coins too from papas almirah.
3)she hate my sister n derefor use to hide her clothes even torn them.
4)stealing of shawls of mom.
5)My mummys diary she stole n throwed away.
6)She lost one diamond earings.
7)She use to switch onn every light of my room so as we should suffer with electricity bills.
8)she use to hide her menstruation dates so tht my mummy should work more days.
9)she use to send sarees to her mother and dont know why her mother is helping her for the same.
10)She always like to do back bitching for my family making our image low.

There are many people who she inspires d most in my family n d most important one is her mother,her sister,Sapna chachi gamharia,manju chachi,madhu badi mummy n many more.

They dont like my family n derefore demating my whole family.

Please help me God we are in a DANGER..

It was my birthday but seems my Cake enjoyed d Birthday
Derefore
Happy Cakes Bday..

Chupaney ki baatein

Tumse milne pe laga koi samajhdaar padha likha aur emotional ho.
Par tumne kabhi bhi samjhdaari rishto me nahi apne aap se nibhai.
Kabhi bhi apne knowledge ko distruction me us kiya na ki productive work ke.
Kabhi bhi emotions ko selfish hoke samjha selfless hoke nahi.

Kuch aadatein tumhari jo me yahan bayan karna chahta hoon taaki mere naa hone pe sabhi tumhe samjh sake.
*Har par tumne apne aap se jyada kisiko priority nahi di,ye bhool gaye tum rishto ke jo gucche hai uske hi ek pahloon ho.
*Saas ko saas samjhte rahe aur umeed kari ki wo tumhe beti samjhe.
*Cleptomania - iska matlab tum khud samjh jaoge. Bahut si cheeze tumhe khud yaad nahi hogi.
*Tumne aisa ek gunah kiya jiske karan meri saari izzat tumhre prati khatam ho gayi...tumne apne un dino ko galat tarike chupaya aur chupa ke aaram kiya taki saas kaam kare.
*Tumne har tarah sirf apne hi pariwaar ki baatein ki ye jaante hue ki tum bhi isi pariwaar ka hissa ho.
*Jhoot jab daar lage aur bola jaye to samjh aata hai,lekin har galat kaam ke liye jhoot ek gunah hai aur tum hum sab ke khusi ke gunahgaar.

Please thoda insaniyat dikhao..

Agar bhagwaan hai to sahi rasta mujhe sikha hi dega..

Its relationship or fakeness

She is getting worse and worse day by day.
She started hating people who connected with mummy.
My sister tries to resolve the fight she hates her for that. Please god help me to find out the way to solve this conflict.
She dont want me to live peacefully.
Either I want to end myself or my relationship.
She is getting worse and worse.
She only want to make her feel happy and safe.
She is very selfish only self centred.
Or better word Self Obssesed.
She is suffering from Kleptomania.
She cant find peace in calmness she only need fight and that make her peacefull.
Please samjhao usko.

Anger to regain

It was her birthday and we celebrated it very happily.
I surprised her by having candle light dinner with her.
We were on two days road trip and enjoyed it thoroughly.
But in the last part of our trip I tried to had a talk regarding why she always get angry whenever she reaches home from a trip.
Why she hates my mom a lot.
All of a sudden she got silent and angry.
We reached home and back again she did the same thing.Neglected my Mom,sister and dad.
She was rude and i got angry too.
She for her rudeness and stubborness she didnt had a word with me until I make her comfortable.
Till when it will be like this??
She is trying to be bossy knowing that she is the culprit.

Why god what was my fault...why she is like this..
Please make her realise that it hurts a lot.

Please tell her that if she closses eyes doesnt mean others cant see.
Please make her realise that we are her part.

Please please please grow up God Damnit.

My Retteb Flah

The day we met you seems to be Unhappy.
I always asked you do you really happy with this relationship?
I always asked you do you really accepted me the way I am.
What exactly running in your mind I dont know but You intentionally hurt someone.
And thats really very poor thing.
In life we donot always get what we want or planned for but that doesnt mean you start fulfilling those things by hurting someone or by doing really bad things like by telling lie,Hiding things,Hurting emotionally,etc..

Why?

Its been 3 years and more but seems there are lots of stuff in you which are very fishy.
There were lots of incidence happened.
1)Money theft.
2)Receiving someone aadhar from dustbin.
3)Pomegranate episode.
4)Giving extra sugar to Dad.
5)Dads locker key duplicate.
6)Mummys diary lost.
7)My sisters Dressess.
8)Jewellery.

I dont know what you want but one thing is so true that we have always consider you as a member or part of this family.
Why you donot want to accept us the same way.
I dont know whats wrong with you and what u get by doing these bad stuffs,but it really hurts a lot.

Always think of how bad it felt when it happens with you too.So be little bit of emotional like a human. Start loving this home.I always and forever be yours just be mine.

Day 1

It was bit rainy outside booked a taxi as in have to board a flight from banglore to ranchi.flight was very shaky due to weather problem.
After reaching ranchi came to know from my better half that she want to take bath.
As you orders are orders and i followed that with a statement of common sence.
Later we enjoyed Rakhi ceremony and left for my native place.
She was tired and slept all the way.
After reaching to Jashpur her reaction were dull seema less interested expecting other members to be more enthu while meeting.
Mom cooked food served to us and as per her mood she avoided even getting into kitchen and that made me enter into kitchen to help maa..
She came to kitched prepared tea and settle to have her dinner not even considering Papa may also love to have tea.
She finished her dinner rushed to the room forgetting or intentionally avoiding my mom to be served with food.
This was very heartburning situation.
I dont know what she want from us.

Shradhanjali

Ek soch jo jaane kahaan kho gayi,
Unke har ek alfaaz kisi ki zindagi ho gayi,
Ye jo is zindagi se pare ek manjil hai.
Aaj teri ho gayi kal meri ho gayi.

Umeed...

Zindagi ke safar mai ajeeb mod aate hai..
Karte hai jinse umeed hamesha wo hi dil dhukha jaate hai..
Bahut khoob kahan hai kisi ne..
Log apno mai khusi dhoondte hai..
Par wo khusi anjaan de jaate hai..

Ek saath..

Koi raat ka saathi  na mila to humne andhere ko hi apna saathi bana liya.
Sunsan raste pe koi saath na mil to apne parchai ko hi saathi bana liye.
Gumnaam raste pe chal to pade hai.
Jab andhere me koi saathi na mila to apni khamosiyo ko hi saathi bana liya.

Lamho ki aawaaz.

Hosh me rehne ki aaj koshish hai.
Doob na jaun in nashe ki sazish mai.
Bas aaj apne awarapan me rehna hai.
Jo kabhi kehna paaya wo alfaaz aaj kehna hai.
Door nikalna chahta hoon is duniya ki riti riwazo se.
Kuch kehna chahta hai dil Dheeme si aawazo me.
Sikhwe sahi kisi se jaroor honge.
Neendo me dabe kayi sapne honge.
Apni parchai se aur kuch nahi aarzoo hai.
Khud me hi gum ho jaun bas yahi ek aakhiri khwaish hai.

Pata Nahi

Anjaane rasto ke safar mai,
Manjil kab milegi pata nahi.

Dhoop me ghire badal ghanere,
Kab barsenge pata nahi.

Hosalo ke is dagar me,
kab kinare milenge pata nahi.

Khusiyo ke in chaurahe pe,
kab sahi rasta milenga pata nahi.

Zindagi ke is safar mai,
kab saccha sathi milega pata nahi.

Gam ke tarane bahut hai,
kab khusiyo ka saaz milega pata nahi.

Hum to yun hi muskura lete hai,
kab saachi muskaan milegi pata nahi.

Khamosh Labz !!!

Labz keh rahe dil ki baat aaj Pehle.
Jab nikale ga aashiko ka janaja hum hi reh jayenge akele.
Kyunki jab bhi pyaar kiya kisi se.
Bahut dur ki duri ki soch li.
Par sab sacchai samne aayi apno ne ankhein mod li.
Aaj khus hoon ki main akela hoon.
Par usi akelepan ke gam ke asko ke jaam pita hoon.
Khusi ki parchai jab dekhna chaha.
Kisi na kisi ki parchai saath me dekhna chaha.
Aaj ankhein nam aur labz chup hai..
Baarish me nikli deemi si dhoop hai..
Kabhi na kabhi saacha saathi milega hame bhi..
Yahi soch kar ankhein nam aur labz chup hai.
Labz chup hai..

Hum nahi!!

Rishto ko ajmane wale hum nahi.
Kisi ko yunhi rullane wale hum nahi.
Mushkura kar karte hai gam ka samana..
Kyunki.
Waqt aur haalat pe rone wale hum nahi.

Khaas!!!

Labz na keh sake jo baat aaj fir sunnate mai gum ho gayi..
Dil me agar chupa hota hai raaaz to kyun ankhein bhar aayi..
Duniya ke kisi kone me jarur hoga koi hamre liye.
Yahi soch fir se chehre pe choti se muskaan aa gayi..

Raaz..

Dard me dube har dil ki fikr karta hai mera ye nadaan dil aaj.
Bheed me gum har ek us insaan ka zikr karte hai khamoshiyon ki ye alfaaz.
kya bataye ye zindagi ka falsafa.
Lifafe me bannd us chitti ke har sabd key jaise hai har kisi ki kismat ka raaz.

Aankhien aur ashq

Waqt se haar jaane ka daar aaj kyun sata raha hai,
sabdo ke piche chupi kaise ye khamoshi ka sama hai.
Kois samajh na jaaye ye kya mazra hai.
Isliye ankhon ke piche ashko ko chupa rakha hai.

To baat kya!!!!

Yu To Chand bhi Bhatakta hai Rat Bhar
Me jo Bhatak gaya to Bat kya

Sari Duniya Roti hai Chup kar
Me jo thoda Ro liya to Bat Kya

Har Kisi Ko Talab hai Pyar Ki
Maine thoda Soch liya to Bat Kya

Roshni ki Chah to sab ko hai
Maine thoda Andhera mang liya to Bat kya

Zindagi k is Haseen Khwab me
Maine Use mang liya to Bat Kya

Har kisi ne Mehfil ko Chaha Yaha
Maine Tanhai ko Chaha to Bat kya

Yu to Chand bhi Bhatakta hai Rat bhar
Me jo Bhatak gaya to Bat kya

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Sunday Myth...

Most of the time we wait for Sunday to come so that we can spend some time with own.
But on Sunday d best n worst thing we do is end up doing nothing but remembering that person who never cares abt you or had left in such phase where you thought your life will change..

IT hurts...
Love hurts but whatever be the quotes,
Love always make you feel good.

Laut aana...

jab kabhi tera dil ghabraye tujhe meri yaad aye to laut aana..
Tera saath koi choddey agar koi tera dil todey to laut aana..
Kuch accha waqt guzra hai saath tumhare woh waqt yaad aye to laut aana..
Yahi waqt aksar saath nahi detey dil walon ke pass rehkar agar koi saath na dey to laut aana..
Na jaane teri itni yaad jyun aati hai agar ye paigaam pahuch jaye to laut aana...